I Cried

 Today my panic was so bad I wanted to die. 

But I didn’t.

I cried. 

I went to goodwill to find discarded and broken things to bring home and 

restore.

I cried.

I when to Home Depot and collected all the broken pieces of plants to come home and fix.

I cried.

I created a temporary pond for the literal thousands of tadpoles currently living in the pool. 

I cried.

 I pulled over on the side of the road and fed crows peanuts.

I cried.

I talked to my daughter, spent time with my son, and yelled at my partner for his neurotic behavior. 

I cried.

I asked for help when I needed it.

I cried.

I washed dishes and cleaned the microwave.

I cried. 

I cried, literally all damn day and I made it, feel your feelings!